Searching For Love Capsule

Sometimes you mite find yourself searching for things that you can’t search for. I categorize love as one of those things. Every time you go looking for it you come out with worst results. Sometimes you find something that feels like it but it ain’t it. Sometimes you’re so blinded to the situation you just settle. Sometimes you surround yourself with a bunch a fake love. It’s hard to separate the 2 when that’s what you’re searching for. You just feel alone somedays & want somebody you can come to & express what you’re going thru and how you’re feeling.

Being a creative it’s hard to find someone that understands you. I have crazy ass moments that I don’t even understand lol. So many emotions & ideas flowing thru my body & brain it’s honestly stressful. Especially if you don’t have a place to express them. Being so caught up with fulfilling your purpose is something a lot of people can’t understand. Dealing with a person who wants to fulfill a purpose is interesting. You’ll never be that persons 1st priority. So you have to be comfortable with being on the back burner. They have a purpose that’s bigger then them & will do whatever they can to fulfill it. It’s not easy to deal with but it has to be dealt with. You never know how in love someone is with their passion. I would hope you support them & their dreams. Everybody needs someone by their side.

Kiss me thru the phone was such an absolute classic. Perfect song for the age I was at. I used to be on the phone ALL night with so many different people. I’ll never forget my girl at the time was from West Seattle and that was a foreign land to me back in the day. I literally only went over there for track meets or football games. We used to meet up in downtown Seattle or at Southcenter Mall majority of our relationship. Those were some great times. Everybody used to be outside. But those were the middle ground places for both of us. Overall we spent so much time on the phone this literally became our song lol. Everyday this would more then likely get played by either us. Somedays she’ll be in the car with her grandma & it’ll come on and she’ll just call me to listen 😂😂😂. Man I miss those days.

Soulja Boys influence at the time was so heavy in the culture. I don’t you think you could go anywhere in Seattle in 2008 & NOT hear a Soulja Boy record. Kiss me thru the phone with the Sammie feature tho. Instant classic. Sammie being on the single just made it even welcoming. All we used to hear at parties was some Sammie. This song inspired me a lot & got me out my comfort zone. It got me out my comfort zone & I met so many different people that I’m still friends with till this day. Shoutout to the influence of Soulja Boy & him creating a whole wave that inspired me.